when everything goes wrong, it's hard to be so strong

fieldwork completion date - 7/3/08
report due - 7/4/08
today's date - 8/5/08 and report is yet to be issued

it's been more than 1 month after the report due date.. i'm late sooo damn late! i felt once and i got up and raise to the challenge. at one point it was almost, so close to what i called a 'victory' but...

i'm so exhausted, penat... body and soul. i can feel the energy draining out from my body. i felt like a bowling pin.. u'll keep on getting hit, u'll fall.. then u stand back..again, got hit then u stand back..over and over again. it's been like this for 2 over months now... but am i that strong to stand back after getting hit so many time???

Ya Allah kurniakan lah aku kekuatan untuk menempuh segala2nya..Aminn